and just to be clear, i mean drugs as in medication, not drugs as in illegal substances.
yeah. first let me preface this by saying that im not very good at reading people all the time. especially males. unless they are very straight forward people. but how many people are actually like that.
second i just want to say that late night text messaging conversations with someone that is taking sleeping medication is quite interesting. after this conversation im not sure what to think
except that i dislike it when i dont know what is going on or when things are unfinished. like when someone starts a sentence and doesnt finish it. or starts a thought and then forgets where they were going with it...and like in THIS case tonight, i dislike it when someone tells you they were talking about you earlier and proceeds to keep the other person involved a secret as well as what was said about you (although, this person did say that it was good things that were mentioned...i guess that counts for something).
yeah, just something that has always bugged me
thats really all i wanted to post about
life is....life
cant wait for the weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! friday is a party for the tech of spring sing, and then saturday i get to SLEEP IN!!!!!! and i will probably do laundry and homework. and then sunday i have APO inductions (theatre club). and after inductions we are going to the park to go play i think. awesomeness!!
yay for almost weekend and great weather to enjoy it in :-)
Friday, March 28, 2008
Monday, March 24, 2008
hmm, that last blog got more comments than expected...but i also realized that more people than i knew had blogs....well, two of them just made their blogs...but thats besides the point.
little shop has been showing this weekend. we have had 5 shows and one more tomorrow. the shows have been going AMAZING!! we have had some problems and mess ups as all shows do, but nothing too incredibly big. first show electricity to half our lights went out because of a circuiting problem, so we had to run most of the show with the big flourecent lights on...that was kinda awkward and not so good. but eh, i guess things happen. first show. and even then it was good.
tomorrow is our last show
that makes me very sad. because although this past week and weekend LSOH has eaten my LIFE! i have had a lot of fun doing it and being a part of this production has truly been a blessing. so i will miss it terribly. i've made new friends and gotten closer with people i already knew. and now we will have to separate and go about our separate lives. which is always sad. maybe some friendships will remain and grow. for this i am hopeful and i pray for.
the end
little shop has been showing this weekend. we have had 5 shows and one more tomorrow. the shows have been going AMAZING!! we have had some problems and mess ups as all shows do, but nothing too incredibly big. first show electricity to half our lights went out because of a circuiting problem, so we had to run most of the show with the big flourecent lights on...that was kinda awkward and not so good. but eh, i guess things happen. first show. and even then it was good.
tomorrow is our last show
that makes me very sad. because although this past week and weekend LSOH has eaten my LIFE! i have had a lot of fun doing it and being a part of this production has truly been a blessing. so i will miss it terribly. i've made new friends and gotten closer with people i already knew. and now we will have to separate and go about our separate lives. which is always sad. maybe some friendships will remain and grow. for this i am hopeful and i pray for.
the end
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
costume shop gossip
today has been a roller coaster ride of attitudes for me. but overall i would say not a horrible day. A big thing was brought to my attention today through various instances.
People arent always who you think they are or who they portray themselves to be. i found out today that people can be one person when they are with some people and a completely different person around someone else. or they change depending on the people/personalities around them. and i dont mean just having a naturally rounded character...i mean being someone different.
how you can think someone is the sweetest person, and then find out that they too can disappoint you. how you could know someone for quite awhile and think you know them pretty well, and then find out later that the person who you thought you knew wasnt who that person really was at all, and everything about them seemed to be different. how people can so easily lead other people on. sometimes without realizing, but then again, sometimes knowingly do so. how someone can have really fun, sweet moments and then right after be insulting and rude.
however, some people can give you pleasant surprises. they can do something that you would never expect from them (something good).
earlier in the day when i was thinking about this humanistic trait, i was only seeing the negatives, but someone did something later tonight that was a pleasant character surprise. which reinforced that people arent always what you think, but thats not always a bad thing, good things could come of it too.
i know i am guilty of portraying different people/personalities at times, as are most people im sure. something i will from now on be more conscious of. and if for the people i've led on or hurt by not being truly me all the time, i ask forgiveness. i will do my best to be more true to myself and try harder to be more true to what God wants me to be
and if any of that didnt make since, then i blame the fact that is 5:20 am. and i need sleep. w00h00 for late nights in the theatre and trying to write blogs when you get back from them
People arent always who you think they are or who they portray themselves to be. i found out today that people can be one person when they are with some people and a completely different person around someone else. or they change depending on the people/personalities around them. and i dont mean just having a naturally rounded character...i mean being someone different.
how you can think someone is the sweetest person, and then find out that they too can disappoint you. how you could know someone for quite awhile and think you know them pretty well, and then find out later that the person who you thought you knew wasnt who that person really was at all, and everything about them seemed to be different. how people can so easily lead other people on. sometimes without realizing, but then again, sometimes knowingly do so. how someone can have really fun, sweet moments and then right after be insulting and rude.
however, some people can give you pleasant surprises. they can do something that you would never expect from them (something good).
earlier in the day when i was thinking about this humanistic trait, i was only seeing the negatives, but someone did something later tonight that was a pleasant character surprise. which reinforced that people arent always what you think, but thats not always a bad thing, good things could come of it too.
i know i am guilty of portraying different people/personalities at times, as are most people im sure. something i will from now on be more conscious of. and if for the people i've led on or hurt by not being truly me all the time, i ask forgiveness. i will do my best to be more true to myself and try harder to be more true to what God wants me to be
and if any of that didnt make since, then i blame the fact that is 5:20 am. and i need sleep. w00h00 for late nights in the theatre and trying to write blogs when you get back from them
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