Thursday, February 28, 2008

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

just thinking about that word makes you happy...

happy is good
god is good
god is who i should be praising and thanking my days for, no matter how the day goes
because god will provide
he has his own way, and he has his own time
but god is good

i just have to keep reminding myself of that

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

alksdjvakjsvja

thats about how i feel right now.
my emotions are slightly bi-polar actually.
I was cast as Tillie in the show "The Effect of Gamma Rays on Man-in-the-Moon Marigolds" which i am super excited about because i LOVE that play! i was in it in high school (only i was ruth). its a good show/script. so thats exciting and im happy about that.
And also, Little Shop is going well. the cast is amazing and just gets better and better. and we are starting to get the set built and ready to be used, so that is really really nice (we have a LONG way to go on set, but we will get there).
Then there is the bi-polar part....like psychoanalyzing guys.....haha i dont really know if thats the correct way to put it, but i used it the other day and liked it. and its not really even that. it really has nothing to do with the guys (well it does but...). just me being interested in things that i shouldnt be and that wont ever happen.
And how all of these projects and tests are creeping up on me. like how i should be studying for A&P right now but i am definitely not doing that....and BLAH!!!

and i cant believe spring break is in TWO weeks! thats CRAZY!
it will be finals time before you know it....and i dont like that. not one bit.
i know some seniors that are graduating and that i will miss very very much :-( *tear

getting off time xo

Friday, February 15, 2008

suddenly seymour

so. tonight was an interesting rehearsal...
jodi, the character of Audrey, was sick in bed tonight and was unable to attend rehearsal. well, lynn came tonight to see blocking and just look at rehearsal and stuff since he is the technical designer and lights and all that fun stuff. anyway, so he had to see blocking, and audrey is kinda a big part, so lucky stage manager me got to play her part for her!! oh man. embarrassing. the saying the lines and going to the right spot part was fine. i can handle that. because i have seen these scenes a million times and i write down all the blocking. so thats fine. in case you didnt know however, Little Shop is a MUSICAL! soooo yeah. i had to sing her parts as well. well, i guess i didnt HAVE to...but she has solos and stuff, and i didnt want to talk the whole thing....so i did that. and that was the embarrassing part. and i mean, i was complimented afterward, and they said it wasnt that bad and they were impressed, but still. you know how people just say things. especially with the self doubt you can have sometimes. and the fact that the songs sounded worse than i can normally sing them because i was just a lot nervous about everyone watching me do this (especially since jodi is amazing).

so yeah. fun stuff that is.

doesnt help i have major talent crush on seymour, who i played opposite of the whole time. but i mean, if anything, him singing suddenly seymour to me, was almost worth it. (besides the whole sounding like an idiot part)

;-)

oh what a day