half way there

so the first semester is over. man. it was one heck of a semester. i had alot of fun, alot of stress, alot of...everything really. but it was good.

i learned to NOT take 7 classes when you are involved in other things (esp when those other things are pipers and theater (namely theater)).
i learned that college is not like highschool (class wise). you cant just study for a test the night before and do great on it. study skills are important to have in college (although, for the lack of studying i did, i did pretty well on my tests).
i learned that boy troubles dont get any less complicated in college.
i learned how you can miss someone even though you live in the same small room with them (didn't get to hang out with my roommate hardly at all).
i learned that giving of yourself (whether it be money or time or talents) is way better than anything you could receive.
i learned that there are some amazing people in this world and i am blessed to call some of them friends.

and i've learned other stuff too. but yeah. its been a good semester. the grades arent posted yet, grrrr, so i dont know how well i did grade wise, but soon enough we shall see.

i am looking forward to next semester
but now to relax and have fun at home :-D

honestly...

why now? why this semester?? why all at once??? why make this moment in my life be filled with even more complications????

why cant everything just be simple? some people have found that simple way...why cant it always be like that?? why are some people put through decisions and complications and doubt and heartbreak, while others simply find joy and love???

why did i add one more question mark after each question?


flabbergast is a fun word

w;t (wit)

the last theater production of the semester is over as of last night. what an experience that has been. i enjoyed it alot. i got to work with an amazing director and an amazing lead actress (who doesnt realize just how amazing she is). it was a very good play.
now that it is over i actually have free time. which is something i havent had for a many number of weeks. literally. i have gone from rehearsal to rehearsal, play to play. it will be nice to have time to actually see my roommate and non-theater friends. it will be nice to have time (before midnight) to do homework and study for the upcoming finals. free time will be nice.

and now the semester is almost over. we have two more weeks left. one week of regular classes, and then our week of finals....the semester has gone by quickly, time keeps flying faster and faster.

and man, this has truely been one heck of a semester. so many things have happened. some great, some good, some not so good...but all learning experiences. all things that are hopefully building and shaping me into someone god would want me to be...